"Déjà vu is the experience of feeling sure that one has already witnessed or experienced a current situation, even though the exact circumstances of the previous encounter are uncertain and were perhaps imagined."
Ahaa.. why is it a Déjà vu ? Well...this round... i did not make it again, just like last time..huhu. So.. i felt like i'm having the Déjà vu again and again, except that mine is not imagined. Dont know why, something's not right with the development of my follicles and uterus lining.
When the doctor did a scan on my Day-12, it seems all ok. But somehow, when i did my ovulation test.. for more than 4 days.. there was only a very blur / hardly seen line.. first i thought my period would delayed again this cycle.. but to my dissappointment when the doctor did a scan on Day-16, he was also surprised that i actually have ovulated. He said, this is not a good cycle to do FET because i've ovulated without a good LH surge.. (something like that la.. hehe.. can't really remember what he said.. cannot concentrate much because i was a bit upset at that time.. ;) ).
So... i have another cycle to try. If next cycle, my condition is still the same ie.. not able to do my FET... i may need to postpone it after Fasting month.... sighhh
It took me sometime to update this blog because ....
1. Just want to put a break for a while on this TTC thingy. Looking at my blog, TTC forum etc.. make me upset a bit as it reminded me on my failed attempt for FET ;)
2. I'm too carried away with my new baby.. hehe.. not a real baby.. it's actually my new gadget - ipad2.. so after this it would be easier for me to update my blog.. ;P (kunun2 nyer la.) .
3. Also get carried away with my new obsession.. online handbag shopping.. yeahh.. suke tgk2 jer.. beli nyer tak jugak.. berangan aje..
My phylosophy of the day
Do you know that day dreaming or "berangan2" is one way to make your life happier... ;).. This also works for me to reduce my work pressure.. So. frens..let's start day dreaming.
Dahh..
Friday, June 3, 2011
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
My FET : No luck again this time
22 April 2011 - Friday (Day 15)
Once i got up from bed in the morning, i did the Ovulation Test as per doctor's instruction.
After a few minutes, a blur line came out. So, it's a negative ;(
23 April 2011 - Saturday (Day 16)
Again, first thing in the morning, i did the test. (Oh ya, i set a reminder every morning to ensure that i don't forget to do the test ;).. the older i become, the more difficult to remember so many thing eh).
This time, i anxiously waited for the result..why?? last cycle, on Day 16, i got the clear 2 lines. So, i'm expecting i would get the same result. 1 minute...2 minute... 3 minute.... the line still blur.. Ohh..
I waited for 15 minutes.. it seems hopeless.. ;(.
I guess i'm not be getting the clear line this time.
Meaning, i need to go to the clinic to do another scanning.
Once i got up from bed in the morning, i did the Ovulation Test as per doctor's instruction.
After a few minutes, a blur line came out. So, it's a negative ;(
23 April 2011 - Saturday (Day 16)
Again, first thing in the morning, i did the test. (Oh ya, i set a reminder every morning to ensure that i don't forget to do the test ;).. the older i become, the more difficult to remember so many thing eh).
This time, i anxiously waited for the result..why?? last cycle, on Day 16, i got the clear 2 lines. So, i'm expecting i would get the same result. 1 minute...2 minute... 3 minute.... the line still blur.. Ohh..
I waited for 15 minutes.. it seems hopeless.. ;(.
I guess i'm not be getting the clear line this time.
Meaning, i need to go to the clinic to do another scanning.
Sunday, May 8, 2011
My FET : The 1st Appointment again
19 April 2011 (Tuesday) - Day 12
Same as last month, my appointment was set on Day 12, which is on 19 April 2011.
Since the appointment was at 10am, both of us did not take annual leave, just a time slip.(jimat cuti..hehe). As usual, Dr.P scanned my uterus. Unlike me previous scanning, this time it was a bit different.
Why ?? This time, to my surprise, when i was lying on the bed, waiting for the doctor to start the scanning, i heard Dr.P was talking to somebody..telling that person to stand close behind the bed.
Same as last month, my appointment was set on Day 12, which is on 19 April 2011.
Since the appointment was at 10am, both of us did not take annual leave, just a time slip.(jimat cuti..hehe). As usual, Dr.P scanned my uterus. Unlike me previous scanning, this time it was a bit different.
Why ?? This time, to my surprise, when i was lying on the bed, waiting for the doctor to start the scanning, i heard Dr.P was talking to somebody..telling that person to stand close behind the bed.
Saturday, April 23, 2011
The Allergy... digging for the answer
Until now, I was still puzzled with what actually caused my allergy.
Worry that the allergy would come again which will definitely blow up my chance to do the FET, i really need to dig for the answer of this allergy.
Plan A
Staring with Plan A.
I called the Pathlab, a Healthcare Center to ask whether they have blood screening for allergy. The Pathlab staff told me they have various allergy blood test package
based on the group of allergen pricing from RM50 onwards. (An allergen is the normally harmless substance that causes the allergic reaction). However, to my disappointment, i was told that the machine for allergy blood test is under repairing at the moment
and they are not sure when the machine will be ok.. sigh.
Plan A --> Fail !
Worry that the allergy would come again which will definitely blow up my chance to do the FET, i really need to dig for the answer of this allergy.
Plan A
Staring with Plan A.
I called the Pathlab, a Healthcare Center to ask whether they have blood screening for allergy. The Pathlab staff told me they have various allergy blood test package
based on the group of allergen pricing from RM50 onwards. (An allergen is the normally harmless substance that causes the allergic reaction). However, to my disappointment, i was told that the machine for allergy blood test is under repairing at the moment
and they are not sure when the machine will be ok.. sigh.
Plan A --> Fail !
Sunday, April 3, 2011
My FET : Postponement.. ;(
25 March 2011 - Friday
Both of us went out to watch midnight movie at GSC ~ World Invasion - Battle Los Angeles. Movie was quite okay. Lots of actions from the beginning until the end.
When we got home, i noticed that i got a few small and itchy spots on my back.
I quickly rub the spots with Agnesia anticeptic powder. Hopefully the spots will be gone by tomorrow.
At around 2am, while sleeping, i suddenly felt sharp pain when breathing, just like there was some gas stuck inside my lung. I woke up and tried to put some balsam on my chest but the the pain was still there. I also noticed that the itchy spots has spread to my hip. Ermm... oh no.. I might have gotten some allergy reaction... huhuhu. I used to get an allergy reaction before this and my doctor said that the allergy may cause lung or internal organ to swell..
I was so worry that time, thinking that my allergy would have linked to my chest pain ;(.
I woke up my husband and asked him to massage my back. But nothing happen. Then I drink hot Milo, hoping that the gas would go away. But again, the attempt did not work huhuhu. After few hours, managed to continue my sleep, but i slept in a sitting position .. ;(. It was pretty tiring to sleep in this position.
Both of us went out to watch midnight movie at GSC ~ World Invasion - Battle Los Angeles. Movie was quite okay. Lots of actions from the beginning until the end.
When we got home, i noticed that i got a few small and itchy spots on my back.
I quickly rub the spots with Agnesia anticeptic powder. Hopefully the spots will be gone by tomorrow.
At around 2am, while sleeping, i suddenly felt sharp pain when breathing, just like there was some gas stuck inside my lung. I woke up and tried to put some balsam on my chest but the the pain was still there. I also noticed that the itchy spots has spread to my hip. Ermm... oh no.. I might have gotten some allergy reaction... huhuhu. I used to get an allergy reaction before this and my doctor said that the allergy may cause lung or internal organ to swell..
I was so worry that time, thinking that my allergy would have linked to my chest pain ;(.
I woke up my husband and asked him to massage my back. But nothing happen. Then I drink hot Milo, hoping that the gas would go away. But again, the attempt did not work huhuhu. After few hours, managed to continue my sleep, but i slept in a sitting position .. ;(. It was pretty tiring to sleep in this position.
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