My FET : The almost perfect day...FET Day

22 June 2011 (Wednesday)

"The moment i wake up, before i put on my make-up, i say a little pray for you... "

Who had watched the romantic movie, "My best friend's wedding" would know this very cheerful and

beautiful song. It was my all time favorite movie besides Titanic..hehe.

Well this is nothing to do with me going to anybody's wedding. It's just that the song reminds me how happy i was that day.. my F.E.T day, the almost perfect day. I was so overjoyed thinking of my day to finally be able to do the FET.

The Pitter Patter....

The first time i heard about this website was when i was given by Dr.P's staff, a flyer on the Pitter Patter workshop that will be held this weekend. It seems to be a good event for parent-to-be and parent with kids.
Unfortunately, i'm not able to join the workshop since i just had my FET. Since i'am so prone to get infected by illness, i dont think it would be a good idea for me to go the public ;).
I hope the workshop will be a successful one. Oh ye, the staff told me that Pitter Patter was initiated by two Gynae, one of which is Dr.Helena (hope i get her name correct). She a gynae at HUKM. I met her twice at KL Fertility when she was having attachment/training at the clinic, which i guess she's furthering her career in infertility too.


Here's the flyer i'm talking about. Oh, i just realised that the dateline for the booking was on 17 June 2011. Anyway, if you still interested to join, try to give them a call. Sure they can squeeze a seat or two for u.
For details of the workshop or tonnes of info on parenting, do visit their website http://pitterpatter.com.my

Me.. jams

My FET : Finally... The FET is on ;)

19 June 2011 (Sunday)
Unlike previous attempt, this round, doctor asked me to start my Ovulation Test as early as Day-10. Just in case i ovulated earlier than expected (Last cycle, my period is shorter than normal..it's only 26 days...ermmm no wonder i missed my ovulation day)

My FET: Déjà vu

"Déjà vu is the experience of feeling sure that one has already witnessed or experienced a current situation, even though the exact circumstances of the previous encounter are uncertain and were perhaps imagined."

Ahaa.. why is it a Déjà vu ? Well...this round... i did not make it again, just like last time..huhu. So.. i felt like i'm having the  Déjà vu  again and again, except that mine is not imagined. Dont know why, something's not right with the development of my follicles and uterus lining.
When the doctor did a scan on my Day-12, it seems all ok. But somehow, when i did my ovulation test.. for more than 4 days.. there was only a very blur / hardly seen line.. first i thought my period would delayed again this cycle.. but to my dissappointment when the doctor did a scan on Day-16, he was also surprised that i actually have ovulated. He said, this is not a good cycle to do FET because i've ovulated without a good LH surge.. (something like that la.. hehe.. can't really remember what he said.. cannot concentrate much because i was a bit upset at that time.. ;) ).
So... i have another cycle to try. If next cycle, my condition is still the same ie.. not able to do my FET... i may need to postpone it after Fasting month.... sighhh

It took me sometime to update this blog because ....
1. Just want to put a break for a while on this TTC thingy. Looking at my blog, TTC forum etc.. make me upset a bit as it reminded me on my failed attempt for FET  ;)
2. I'm too carried away with my new baby.. hehe.. not a real baby.. it's actually my new gadget - ipad2.. so after this it would be easier for me to update my blog.. ;P (kunun2 nyer la.) .
3. Also get carried away with my new obsession.. online handbag shopping.. yeahh.. suke tgk2 jer.. beli nyer tak jugak.. berangan aje..

My phylosophy of the day
Do you know that day dreaming or "berangan2" is one way to make your life happier... ;).. This also works for me to reduce my work pressure.. So. frens..let's start day dreaming.

Dahh..